Time to start thinking about the holidays and I have to say that this year is going to be a completely online year. I have already started and all of the toys and baby gifts and I think I have done much better shopping online as opposed to going in all the stores. And I always have to bring all the kids when I go shopping and it didn’t use to be a problem but now they are getting older so it is getting harder if not impossible to buy things for them with them and without them knowing. If I didn’t have to do EVERTHING then we wouldn’t have this problem.

The problem is that I do everything and I get no thanks. And I don’t even need a things but a little acknowledgment of appreciation of everything that I do would be very nice once in a while. I need to read up on those family relationship books becuase I have to be doing something wrong. And this is not good because I find myself very resentful at times and my temper and patience is not like it use to. Time to talk and have a family meeting…my older children will understand and something needs to be done before i crack!